Not surprised, you say?? Yeah, me fucking neither.
All day binge. You know the kind. The worst kind. I won't even name all the shit I ate because it doesn't matter.
I also didn't work out. I also didn't purge. I also didn't go to chemistry today, but instead went shopping and bought some clothes in hopes of making myself feel better.
Found a pair of slacks I liked. Tried them on, loved how they fit. Checked the tag.
Are you fucking serious? There's really no way.
So I tried on some shorts in a size 5. Yep, just as I figured. Too damn small. I knew it was a fluke. Don'tcha just hate that? When one brand says you're skinny and another says you're a friggin' land whale.
Whatever.
I bought some skinny jeans that are two sizes too small to remind me of my goals. Hope that works, since nothing else does anymore. :/
Baby B's Valentine's Day party at school was today. Took a few pictures for you ladies. :D
Here is a random shot of my shoulder. I wanted to post this because, here before you, is an image of the part of me I most enjoy when I am thinnish. When I start to gain weight, this little set of ridges and bumps in my shoulder/clavicle area starts to soften, and is far less prominent. This is how I tell if I'm doing okay or failing, without the scale.
Oh, and I got some cute socks. I wanted you to see them.
Umm...I promised myself this would be short. I should go. Poor K is sitting over there on his computer bored out of his mind, and all I want to do is curl up with my tiny laptop and all of your blogs...and another 500 calorie serving of Godiva chocolate truffles like I had earlier today. OH YES. That's what I said. F...M...L.
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