Tuesday, April 27, 2010

An addendum to nastydisgustingsmokingshit...

...it's gross. I know.

The guilt was too much. Being out of breath as I trudged up the hill to art class was too much.

I don't really want them. I don't really want that horrible habit. I don't really want that disgusting stench on my clothes and my skin and in my hair.

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I gave my last 13 cigarettes and my lighter to my therapist.

She smiled and took them for me.

I <3 her.

11 comments:

  1. good job i know its not going to be easy but i got your back if you need to talk

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  2. I know you speak of the horrid habit like it's filth, but I can't help thinking it took courage to do so as well as disgust.

    That was very strong of you.

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  3. Yes! Please do quit smoking! I've lost family members due to smoking-related diseases, and many members of my family have yellow skin and high blood pressure because of it. You're so brave for doing this, and you're taking a step in the right direction. If my grandparents can quit cold turkey, you can too.

    xoxo

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  4. Is that bitch gonna smoke em? Dock that shit from her bill, those things aren't cheap! ;p
    Just kidding love, glad you came to your senses. I only light up when I am out having a drink with the girls. Old habits I guess.
    xoxo zen

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  5. You are strong! I am so proud and happy for you.

    <3

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  6. Good job not taking the easy way out

    <3

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  7. Good for you for giving this up. I considered smoking so many times in my desperate attempts to lose weight but the ick factor always got to me.

    xoxo

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  8. I'm so so glad you did that!! :] Good job!! <3 I don't want you to hurt yourself with something as silly as cigarettes.

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  9. way to go handin over the smokes... i couldn't... i wish i could though. thx for your comment too!!!

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